http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/ Spilling my guts for those... - LiveJournal.com Fri, 11 Jun 2004 18:12:58 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com almostthere515 3172697 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/14999781/3172697 http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/ 100 87 http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/4279.html Fri, 11 Jun 2004 18:12:58 GMT http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/4279.html Check myself out in the mirror<br /><br />A blemish here, a scar over there<br /><br />They don't know how I pick at myself<br /><br />They don't know how how I hate myself<br /><br />They all stop to stare<br /><br />At the beautiful peace of flesh I am<br /><br />When inside it tears me up<br /><br />I have to be perfect<br /><br />I have to be perfect for you<br /><br />Or else I'm nothing<br /><br />I don't wear makeup<br /><br />Because I don't know how<br /><br />I don't do my hair<br /><br />Because I never learned<br /><br />But still; I have to be perfect<br /><br />I stopped working out<br /><br />I wanted to see if you'd notice<br /><br />You did; I have to be perfect<br /><br />I stopped shaping my eyebrows<br /><br />I wanted to see if you'd notice<br /><br />You did; I have to be perfect<br /><br />Is it easy for you<br /><br />You're not perfect<br /><br />What's it like to know me<br /><br />Is it a thrill to be seen with me<br /><br />Do you get off on knowing me<br /><br />If one hair's out of place you're embarrassed of me<br /><br />I wish I could cut off my skin<br /><br />Place it in a jar for you<br /><br />Then maybe, just maybe<br /><br />You'd see that's all I am to you<br /><br />Skin http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/4279.html public 0 http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/940.html Wed, 19 May 2004 04:48:10 GMT http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/940.html Comment if you really want to read my fucked up thoughts http://almostthere515.livejournal.com/940.html public 0